What I would say if my daughter was gay

Baby, I can't say that I've ever been one to put two and two together. Or to even know the difference between one and one because, baby; I don't know if you know but I've been a fan of this one and that one myself. So, this all sound right and good to me.

All I can say is I hope to God(dess), dear babe, that by the time you read this, things are different and that I'll never have to pretend to understand why some people do the way they do. I have a feeling that I'm going to want to give you a world that makes sense, but I can't. And how people act is one thing that doesn't always make sense. There's no sense in unlove when love is all we got.

Baby love, if it's the way I've know, they are going to try to engage you; like you're at battle, because they say people who love like you didn't come in two when Noah put the arc together. And they'll act like there is some war going on that you can't see, like some epic battle movie and you're the one the audience of God and all of heaven is rooting against, and They are out there in their heavenly robes throwing popcorn at the screen, aiming at you and flipping you off, and joking mean, your whole life long. They will try to sit you down and tell you all about it, but you can't see a thing. You can't see it, baby because it isn't real. The war, the movie. None of it is real. Don't you let them make you believe.

I hate saying it, and I hope I am wrong, (you go ahead and prove me wrong), but there are times when you're going to fall for it.  There are times when you're going to feel like God/Goddess and all of Heaven is flipping you off. There are times that you're going to wish you weren't you, and that there must've been some mistake in your coming to be. But hear me baby and remember this, you are the result of an unbroken chain of events that leads back to the very beginning of creation and there is no mistake in you, because in you can only be the most perfect substance that is the substance of everything, love it's self.  

Love is all there is baby. So you get out there and you love as many people as your heart can manage to hold.  And you hold as many people as your arms can manage to fit. And you forgive as many people as your spirit can because they are your kin, but they don't know what you know. They don't have the vision you got. They have been living war scenes and dividing up battle grounds for too long. Their eyes see division and only as far as the movie plot. You must keep a wide gaze. You must practice at taking the long view because if you don't you might start living out your own movie baby. There are lots of people living out plot lines and battle lines. I want more for you, with all that love in you. You have to remember all can be traced back to that one source, and now you know its name and you mustn't forget, just as you mustn't forget your own. So if they try to engage you, you just bless them and walk baby, because we were all born in the cradle of creation together. It's just like the prayer, baby; "As it was in the beginning is now and ever shall be."  We are together and our name love.  That's what's real baby;  Love, Don't answer to anything less.

star burst

This morning I feel a new universe within me ready to explode like a star just wished on and truly believed in. Maybe that was god, in the beginning, the first to believe so much in the bettering of everything as to wish so hard that she herself broke open to give way to her own wish fulfillment. May we all ascent to our divinity and burst like stars onto eternal and ever deepening fulfillment.

feelings

Sometimes I can trace a feeling like a kite string soaring up into the clouds or a line plunging into the depths of the sea. Only so far, only so far, and then.... I wonder at it, where it would take me, if I would follow through the unclear, uncertain. I imagine it opens wide and spacious and somehow empties out into the same vast peaceful ocean. I'm sure I saw it once in a dream. Ever since then I had hoped for a heaven like that. Even still, I can't seem to muster the courage to sit with insecurities long enough to even feel a tug on the cord or for the kite to catch any real wind worth a damn, though every string would lead me to a world nicer than the short cramped heavy-hearted places I've known.

Trust Transforms

Wherever trust is strong, there is still a kind of magic, a shift, a moon-tide pull. Because I'm here, I'm here, and I can't help but change the course of things with my being. Let us shift, to accommodate, and let us trust in accommodation. Pull as the moon pulls and be pulled in, in turn and take ease in the thing. It will all be a great relief,when all is done in turn, in the time allotted. Natural to you is the magical pre-spoken primal trust before we learn anything about belief or unbelief. There is a being and a knowing that is beyond all of this. Return like the tide, and turn the tide in turn. Simply, the heartbeat, ba-ba, the breath, in, out, you are following a natural rhythm. So stop the complication, follow the rhythm, sha-sha, dance moonwise rhythm, sha-sha, and we will be carried and we will direct as we will, and sha-sha, sha-sha. So mote it be.

Fathers' Day

To the paternal energy everywhere serging, flowing, nurturing, sustaining. Thank you for your abundance, generosity, courage & mercy. Thank you for moving through me as a supportive and compelling force directing me onward and ever onward toward manifesting the gifts that you've enfolded within me. Father, Nameless and primal as my heartbeat, thank you for the kindness and beauty of this life, and for counting me a part of creation. For all you've given, we give you back this day, and thank every one that holds a likeness of you.
Happy Fathers' Day to every person who generously nurtures, sustains, encourages, and reminds another human being that this life is kind & beautiful and that she is an important and beloved part of it all. It's an honor to share this life with you. Thank you.